Who Am I?? Hmm.. Who do you think I am?

Each and every person might have the same or different opinions and perspectives towards a person. Things that others see might not be what you see. Who am I? Who do people think I am? My friends usually tell me that I give them an impression that I am a calm, strong, steady, friendly kind of person. They also feel that I am a very cheerful person because most of the time they see me smiling.

Well whatever what others think of me is just what they see from appearance that makes them feel that I am that kind of person. But who I really am I do not feel that I am that kind of person that people say I am. Some people just do not know me that well. Actually I feel that I am a very sensitive person that gets hurt easily most of the time. This may be because I think a lot most of the time. I care a lot about how people see me and I am afraid to feel rejected by others.

Whenever I am around people that I do not quite know of, I feel shy and afraid being alone. Among some of my friends I feel very out of place most of the time but somehow I try my best to mingle around with them. Sometimes I even feel that I am unwanted, unimportant, unnoticeable and being ignored and lost with certain people but I still try to be a good friend to them even though I might feel being used or been betrayed at times. I do not like that feeling. It somehow hurts me. Some people may not able to accept who I am but I am who I am. No matter what it is, I usually hide it all in me and just put a smile on my face.

When I am alone many thoughts go through my mind. Feels like I do not even know who I really am. I always have a lot of questions questioning myself. Have you ever wondered about your own identity? What kind of person are you? I feel that I am still discovering my true self. Who am I really am.

I am like an ice. When an ice is cold and solid it’s hard. When it melts it becomes water. I am a person that can be very serious at times and also always trying to stay strong. There are also times when I get hurt and breakdown. That is why I am like an ice I may look strong yet turn weak at the same time.

Well at this point of time I feel that I am a person that is seeking for many things and questions that I have not found and answers that I have not been able to find and understand. I am always curious to know things. I am a person full with wonders. I am a person with a life that’s full of mystery. Each and every mystery in life is yet for me to be discovered. In an easy way to put it I am a person that is seeking for attention and true friends, a contender in life and also a person full of discoveries.

However, I feel that who I am today may not be who I am tomorrow. This is because I believe as each day passes by I will be able to see more things and understand things better. To know who you are is for every individual to discover themselves. You may ask people for their opinion on who they think you are and what kind of person you are and you will get different answers but in actual fact the person that knows you the best is you yourself and God. 

Rainbow

Rainbow consist of many different colours,

Each colour has its own name,

Every colour has a different meaning,

And every different colour may also give different meaning to different people.

A rainbow usually appears after a rain,

Sometimes it just appears magically.

There are many different people in this world,

Each person has their own identity,

Everyone is special in their own ways,

Therefore, each and every person has their very own perception.

In life most people go through many obstacles and challenges to have a better life.

Whereas, some people just live a good life.

However with the challenges in life it improves a person and builds a person’s self esteem stronger.

Living a good life without experiencing and problems does not help an individual to grow.

Living a good life would be great but having challenges in life makes a person grow in a healthier way.

When there’s challenges in life, face it and you may see yourself happily crossing over the rainbow that brightens your way.   

How to deal with problems?

There can be many things that happen in people’s life. Things that people expect it to happen or for see it to happen. Also things that are unexpected which some people never thought it would happen. But when things happen, how would people deal with it? When you face a problem how would you deal with it? Some people try to hide and run away from their problems. Some people would choose to face the problem. Which are you?

Ever decision made has its pros and cons. Some may benefit and some may not. As for me, I have been through both I’ve tried to run away from some of my problems and also stood up to certain problems that I have faced. Running away from the problem I had wasn’t really a solution. People run away from their problems are mostly because they can’t face the truth that lies beneath. Which end of the day makes the person tired and might even hurt that person. So why not try facing the problem you have?

Whereas, when you solve the problem you have things may turn out to be better. It is also a way that shows that the person is matured enough to understand the problem and face it. However there are also people that tries to solve problem in a manner that makes things worst. I personally have tried many different ways to solve problems that I have faced in life. Some worked and some didn’t work out. At times I would just reflect back on what was my mistake on trying to solve a problem. Then I slowly understand and realise where have I went wrong. No matter what it was, at least I know that I have tried to my best to deal with the problem and next time I would not make the same mistake again in solving a problem.

Well, different people have their own ways in solving ones problem. Not everyone would use the same technique in solving a problem. In actual fact there isn’t a formula in solving problems in life. It is how an individual see the problem and it is their choice in how they solve the problem. Therefore, there are many ways in solving a problem don’t only look on one perspective and jump into conclusion to solve a problem. 

People & Selfishness

What can selfishness do to a person? Why must people be selfish? How selfish can a person be? Being selfish is it even the right thing to do? Does it help you solve things up? Are there really selfish people around?

I believe that God created everyone with an image of their own. Everyone has their very own personality. Each and every individual has their perspective of seeing and reacting to things or situations.

I have heard people telling me that it is right to be selfish. Sometimes you just got to be selfish to get what you want or please your own self. The other day I was telling some friends that I helped one of my friends with her work till late night and I did not manage to get any sleep. Then one them walk up to me and tell me that, you have to be selfish for your own good. You can’t be helping others and sacrifice yourself. After hearing those words I realise there are people that would be selfish to themselves. They are not willing to sacrifice time to help another friend. They do the best for themselves first before thinking of others. I start to think should I be more selfish just to have time for myself. But then I am not that kind of person that would not help a friend that is need of help. 

People say you must always think for yourself first. However, most of the time I put others first before me. In this case I just don’t know how to be selfish with myself. I have also realised that there is a time that I have been a very selfish person. Which is when I’m in a relationship with someone. I have always wanted things to go my way and hoping things would turn out to be great. I have not fully put myself in my partner's shoes. I have tried to understand but then I guess I have not fully put effort into understanding my partner’s stand. Something that I understand and realise after all things had ended between us.

Well, no matter who we are I feel that there are times that we are just simply being selfish at times. It all just depends on the situation and with whom. No one is perfect in this world. We are just normal human living our lives. You can be selfish, but be selfish for the right reasons. 

Interesting Comic

I have never read a comic book in my life before. Never know how it is like or what it is about. Everything there’s a first time in our lives. So I finally picked up a comic book to read.

As I read the comic book about Doraemon I find it pretty interesting. It’s pure funny and silly it just made me laugh when I read it. Reading a comic it gives you a clearer picture of the story. I never thought reading a comic could be so much fun. I give me a feeling wanting to read more after reading a book.

Reading the comic book I also gain some knowledge and ideas on how I can design my assignment. Before this I was clues how a comic book looks like and also have no idea how should I design a comic book. After reading a comic book it gives me ideas how can I design a comic book for my assignment.

I feel that although what’s in the comic book might not be logical but the whole purpose is as an entertainment to people. It also gives people a good laugh and may help increase people’s creativity. There are also moral values in the comic if people actually realise reading it. Reading the comic book has given me inspiration to come up with my own comic book and also made me realise what I’ve been missing out all these while. Reading a Doraemon comic book might just help cheer up your day. It'so good to have some laughter in a stressful serious life. 

Artworks

In this world there are many artists that have made many pieces of artwork. Much effort and hard work are put into a piece of art. People that come out with all these incredible artworks are simply talented people. In my opinion these people have a lot of creativity and imagination in forming the pieces of art. 

Some people when they see the pieces of artwork they might not see anything out of it. It may just be a piece of art to them or maybe they don’t even understand or see what is the art really about. For some others that understand art and appreciate artwork each and every piece of art might mean something to them. They might even get inspired by the artwork.

There is a piece of art that captured my eyes. When I looked at the piece of art it gave a very calm happy feeling. It felt like for a moment all the stress in me, left. It cleared out my brain and gave it a fresh feeling. The longer I stare into the piece of art I felt like my whole self is in it. I can even picture myself sitting and lying around on the grass looking at the beautiful scenery around relaxing my mind. It feels like heaven being in the picture. I can do things that I enjoy like listening to music and dancing and singing freely around the place. It would be such a pleasure to get to explore the place doing great thing and always feeling stress free. Many happy memories ran through my mind as ponder upon the art. It even put a smile on my face as I looked at it.

When you see a piece of artwork, what and how would you feel about it? I feel that every piece of art there’s a meaning to it and also a story behind it. Different people may have a different interpretation of it. Each and every piece of art may touch different people in a different way. People may even feel that they can relate to the artwork or maybe the piece of art is speaking to them. Well, I certainly have seen one piece of art that has enlightened me in different ways. So do you think you have seen a piece of artwork that has open your eyes into it?

NO Bully

The story I read in a children's story book was about an elephant that bullies the other smaller animals. One day the other animals came together and gave the elephant a lesson.

Usually in real life people that has more power would bully the weak. Those with power thinks that they are better than the others and always right. Which is why they always tend to bully those who they think are weaker than them.

When you always look down on others and bully others, in a way your friends would just run away from you. They might not want to get into trouble with you. That’s because your friends are afraid of you for not knowing how will you be treating them. People will stand a way, they are afraid to be friends with the person that bullies them.

If a person holds on to the attitude of bullying people all the time, he or she might not have any true friends around them anymore. You have to stand on your own when you no longer have friends around you. When you need help, no one might want to reach out their hand to help you due to the things you have done to them. People have built a wall between you with them. It’s hard for you to gain others respect when a you have put a bad reputation in the  image others.

Imagine if someone bullies you. How would you feel? Would you like it? Therefore, people should avoid bullying others and enables to earn more respect from others. Appreciate the people around you, do not bully them.